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Name: monica
Location: Wichita, Kansas, United States
Birthday: 1/18/1990


Interests: [x]music[x]stephanie alyssa[x]being crazy--thts the way life shud be lived[x]hangin out with my friends[x]rollin down hills[x]northwest football games[x]stayin out late[x]takin pictures[x]not knowin wats gona happen next--thts how my life is all the time now¢¾ writing poems[x]day dreaming[x]bein myself even if tht means embarrassing others--me,chelsea nd steph--<3333
Expertise: [x]fallin over[x]bein a total dork nd not bein shy around others[x]singin sappy love songs outside of ryans bedroom window with stephanie nd a guitar<3333


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Sunday, July 30, 2006

hmmm...yeah havent been to this thing for a while now..sry but i gota myspace..http://myspace.com/broken_dreamsxx...but yeah...well as most people know justin moved to texas last week...i guess me and dylan are talkin now..me and nick are still friends..hes still my brother and still gota love him..me and chels still hang out..her birthday was last sunday..we met K from WSU basketball team at my nephews bday!! OMFG!! wow..umm...yeah schools gona be an issue tho this year..but o well wats new..gota go..not much to really say anymore..


Saturday, July 08, 2006

k so yeah the chevelle was frikin hawt!! that was the highlight of my night..& little did i know, it would of gotten worse...

*QuOtEs*

BE WEiRD. take random pictures. do something
no else would EXPECT YOU TO DO. talk to
someone you never would. BE SOMEONE
people think you aren't. SHOW WHO YOU
REALLY ARE. don't hide under your smile.

it's the simple things in life we never forget.
it's those words we wish we never said. it's
the happy endings in fairytales we want to have.
&& it's those divine memories we want to
r e w i n d and r e l i v e again. <3

friends will always be like "oh, you deserved
better anyway
." but best friends will be prank
calling
 him at 1 am making chicken noises.

life is too short to wake up in the morning
with regrets, so love the people that treat
you right. forget about the ones that dont
& believe that everything happens for a
reason. if you get a chance , take it. if it
changes your life, then let it. nobody said
it'd be easy. they just promised it would
be all worth it in the end

there are moments when I can't stand what we go
through
. but then there are moments when I can't

stand
the thought of       * [ not having you ] *<33

i need a guy who can make me laugh just by the way he says hello when I pick up the phone. The guy who makes my hands shake when I'm sitting right next to him. & the guy who isn't afraid to keep hugging me when I'm not ready to let go.

And this is my beautiful life
The only thing certain is
Everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes

ummm..i think im done for now..talkin to an old friend..just letting everything out for once..i thought life was finally getting back on track..my best friend was happy she had her man..for once i thought stephs "perfect world"...could really happen..my life is full of

brokenXwishes....

but i still love my WIFEY!!! (chelsea)


Friday, July 07, 2006

once again...at emilees with her nd chelsea...OMG BEST TIME EVER!!!! WE RODE IN A FRIKIN 66 CHEVELLE!!!! HAHA!!! justin matt nd everyone else who saw the car nd said they were gona steal it!!! sry for you guys!!! haha jk...but yeah..ummm...comments from an old friend..kinda weird..but idk...yeah so i think im gona go now cos we're goin hot-tubbin in emmies backyard...so laters!!!! love you much-0!!!

monie, chelsea, & emmie!!!

*x0x*

 


Monday, July 03, 2006

hey guys..so lifes been kinda crazy here lately...i gota an email from my dad sayin he wanted me to move in with him...in west virginia..which isnt gona happen..but i have some pix...tht i might put on here im not sure..this is crazy!! its been almost 11 months since my mom died..it only feels like its been 4..well...im gona go hang out with emilee now cos shes cool like tht!!!

x0x0x0


Thursday, June 22, 2006

k so today was goin good..til about 6 or so after i woke up..but i guess the best things in life never really last..even when you try your best to keep it there for life!!

I've got my headphones blaring
My ears are hurting,
but I'll do whatever it takes, to forget you.

We met. We became friends.
You played your game, and I fell hard.
You broke my heart. End of story.

Sometimes at night, during thunderstorms
I get in my car and drive, to the place I feel happiest
And I find myself sitting outside your driveway,
Waiting
for you to come rescue me.

Your cologne still lingers on my bed
Where you once laid your head
While I rested against your body thinking,
I never want this moment to end.

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I don't regret the things I did
I regret the things I didn't do
When I had the chance.

Lying beside you here in the dark,
Feeling your
heart beat with mine
Softly
 you whisper "I love you"
& I know this moment is perfect.  

I'll admit it
You make me go
Absolutley crazy

I'll never forget the way I smiled
Whenever you were around.

Just cause something ends doesn't mean it never should have been.

W h o do you want to be?
The guy I tell my secrets to or,
the
one my secrets are about?

They're wrong about you
I just know it
& one day I'll prove it

everyonceinawhile...
e>i see you look at me like you used to

& theres always more that you wish he'd say

Nothing is forever, because forever is a lie
All we have is whats between Hello&Goodbye

Here's to you, hoping that someday,
you'll realize that I really did care.

whatever we had..now i gota let go..

nights like this i wish rain drops would fall; to cover my tears..

i hate how they think they're not worth anything at all..no matter how many times you tell them..they still think it..nd somewhere deep down..they hafta know they really are..



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